Wahshat

mujhe wahshat ka matlab kab pata tha aaj se pahle
kabhi aisa hua ye dil zara ghabra gaya

to kah diya ki dil bahut wahshat-zada hai
aur aisa bhi hua

gar saKHt lahje mein kisi ne baat ki
ya baat rad kar di

na koi kaam ho ya na nind aai
to phir bhi kah diya wahshat bahut hai

mujhe ye lafz achchha hi bahut lagta tha
par aise nahin dekho

ki main ne us ka matlab aaj samjha hai
main gum-sum to nahin chup hun

meri sari tawajjoh mere hathon par lagi hai
mere naKHun yun hatheli mein khube hain

dil ye kahta hai
ki meri ungliyan is jild ke niche dabe

ek iztirabi se KHala ko pur karen
ya phaD Dalen ab

kai lahren si bechaini se yun karwaT badalti hain
mera dil chahta hai ye

ki main khinch kar
ajab wahshat ke maqnatis se juD kar

KHud apne kanpte hathon ki poron se nikal jaun
magar main apne sine se ubhar kar

aa aTakti hun halq mein
KHushk hai jo pyas se

un aansuon se
jo nahin bante

yahan main kahan jaun
na aage aa sakun main aur na wapas ja sakun main ab

main jaise band hun shishe ke Dabbe mein
main apne KHwab se apne halq se

jis qadar koshish karun
bahar nikalne ki ubharne ki

to mera sans rukta hai
koi aawaz aati hai

kahin andar hi lekin Dub jati hai
mujhe sab kahin par bhi nahin hoti

kisi ko main nazar aati hun par shayad
use bhi apne andar se nikalne ka koi rasta nahin milta