Baad-az-marg

main mar chuka hun
aur mujhe pata bhi nahin

ab kya karoge tum
nahlaoge mujhe

aur puchhoge bhi nahin
main nahana chahta hun ya nahin

ye bhi nahin dekhoge
pani garm hai ya nahin

bhul jaoge ki achchha nahin lagta
mujhe ThanDa pani

nahane ke liye na pine ke liye
phir libas tabdil karoge mera

aur ye bhi nahin puchhoge
kya pahanna chahta hun

kaun sa rang patlun qamiz ya kuchh aur
mujh se puchhe baghair

tum wo sab kuchh karoge
jo main ne apne sath kabhi nahin hone diya

ek do bar nahin saikaDon bar
main ne KHud ko intihai be-bas mahsus kiya hai

lanat ho mujh par
maut hai bebasi ki intiha

ye baat mujh par kab khuli hai
mere jism se jald-az-jald

jaan chhuDa ke
tum lauToge

ya shayad wahin se chale jaoge
shayad kuchh der baaten karoge

mere bare mein kam
karobar ke bare mein

kisi meeting ke bare mein
ya sports ke bare mein

ya kisi adakara ke nae scandal ke bare mein
shayad kuchh khaoge ya shayad kuchh piyoge

aur ek ek kar ke ruKHsat ho jaoge
darwaze par ruke baghair

ye dekhe baghair
ki main tumhein ruKHsat karne aa raha hun

shukriya ada karna chahta hun main tumhaara
tamam masrufiyat ke bawajud

itna waqt nikalne par